February 2012
18 posts
I do good for so long, then out of no where everything hits me. Hits me that I have moved on, and your not gonna hurt me anymore. I look at the wall where I had things of us, and its empty now. I get chills thinking about the way I was hurt and how much I’m trying to hind the pain. Covering up my sadness with happiness that isnt there. Wishing to find a way to fell the whole, But not wanting...
All the games you played, I only played along because I loved you. Now I look back at everything, and ask myself if I do it again. And after every tear and every fight, I do it all over again. But I know deep down I cant and it wouldn’t be healthy for me. Slowly I’m filling the space that you did fill at one point. But then when I don’t talk to the only person that makes me feel...