February 2012
17 posts
I do good for so long, then out of no where everything hits me. Hits me that I have moved on, and your not gonna hurt me anymore. I look at the wall where I had things of us, and its empty now. I get chills thinking about the way I was hurt and how much I’m trying to hind the pain. Covering up my sadness with happiness that isnt there. Wishing to find a way to fell the whole, But not wanting...
All the games you played, I only played along because I loved you. Now I look back at everything, and ask myself if I do it again. And after every tear and every fight, I do it all over again. But I know deep down I cant and it wouldn’t be healthy for me. Slowly I’m filling the space that you did fill at one point. But then when I don’t talk to the only person that makes me feel...
January 2012
15 posts
2012
2012 has gone off to a good start. I’m no longing waiting for something that will never happen. I got everything I needed off my chest to move on in life. I got my mind on someone who brings me more then enough joy, Just wish my friends could see that too. To top it all off I have only one more year here in C.A then off to N.V I go. I feel like 2012 is just that start to my life and it will...
December 2011
64 posts
I love waking up next to him, I love his soft kisses. And most of all I love the smile he gives me. <3
“I Love Everything About You!”
“Sometimes I ask myself if im doing the right thing…”
The feeling to know that I spent so much time,wishing things would have worked between us. To know you can walk past me and not care at all. To think that I wanted you more, then you ever wanted me. Your lies I still fall for to this day…
